New video- FILM

Hi guys !
I'm excited about the film I'm working on.
I wonder sometimes if there is a Yash raj or RG verma hidden inside me. Lol.
Well, I hope to come out as an original film-maker though.

So talking about my new film. It has got a story line, but as short as the duration of the film.
You know what I mean. It starts with some , few , no ... many dancers dancing in the Woods of Cergy. Then somewhere hidden behind tress is another story going on. Let's find out.
You think I'm going to write whole script or story ? No. I prefer make it and show it through my film.
I just love choreographing songs. There's something that inspires me through these big sets of Om shanti Om, the biggest hit of 2008...
Does whole world see these Bollywood films same as we Indians see ?
What is message behind the dreamy songs, kitch dresses n lyrics ?
It's a long story !...a never ending story.
Anyway, some details about my under-construction film.
I'll be rehearsing on 31 May, in Cergy.
Will shoot, the Grand Shooting on 1 June.... !! And yes, there is no 'title' to it yet. It'll come with the editing part...it's just the very very beginning now.

Touch wood ! Yes, the woods of cergy :)
swati

What to do

Well, I have been busy ! I have been busy doing nothing. No, it's not true.
I needed time and space to understand few things and intake few changes that ill occur in my life soon.
Oooo no suspense, no surprise !
It's about my life only.
Hear, I have been making short films, videos. I don't know how will be the response.
But I hope so. I wanna make more to create a language !
I'm enjoying so far shooting n editing....

It's so tough to make decisions sometimes. You choose A or B.
What makes the difference ? Everything. Both of them take you in a different directions. Open other doors. Different doors !! So one has to be very clever and wise.

Now, let's see what happens for me in June. I mean I'll have to move my ass, I know.

Clarity

It's 2009...we all are moving ahead, sometimes running out of time and running behind time...
I'm feeling suddenly so lost as if 2008 was a cloud and that cloud is over from over my eyes.
Now I see reality, reality clearly, kind of still not sure.
I want to break free. I wanna live in a world of security. I don't know what will happen, I mean I can't even anticipate. Particularly 'how' will things happen. I see many hurdles, doubts, questions...do I need help ? self-help...
It's good to write it here though. An artist's life, I have chosen to be former. I know I m strong but am I strong enough ? I want to cry right now to feel like a blog like this didn't exist ever and thoughts like these never came to my mind.
But I know I'm so anxious about certain things. whyyyyyyyyy. Relax ! things will get better tomorrow..it's always this way. I want to do so many things. I want to make them possible, see them happen, make everyone proud, feel light and happy...that pure deep feeling. Achievement !